
Hello People,
It has been awhile since I have been inspired to write anything substantial. My work has been verbal for sure as of late, but more teaching & talking than through my laptop. How odd that now Mercury has turned retrograde that I finally feel like writing. Inspiration is a tricky thing, it comes when it comes & when it does, I am its willing slave.
Y’know, I have been studying spirituality & metaphysics for the majority of my life & I do mean the majority. I have people from my teens that remember me reading their cards on a picnic table at summer camp. At age 12, while other kids were out playing I was reading about the Olympian Gods & studying the work of Scott Cunningham. Now at 43, I’m still not stupid enough to think I have mastered any of it. But I can see the signs & writing on walls. Detecting patterns has always been a skill of mine & add that to the study of psychological symbolism… Well, sometimes stuff just jumps up in front of my eyes, though it has been there all along.
I’m a Virgo by Sun sign, born in September & ruled by Mercury, which as mentioned before is appearing to go backward in the sky, heralding all sorts of SNAFU’s & communication breakdowns. But being ruled by Mercury & learning so much about this stuff over the years, I’m kinda over it. I have come to some conclusions about all of this & this missive is what I have arrived at, for now.
First off, Astrology is like weather. It is good to know it is 90 degrees outside so you don’t wear a wool sweater. If it is raining, wear a hat. But by no means do we need to wail & scream because of the weather, it is beyond our conscious control. In other words, though many do, don’t whine about the weather literal or astrological. Mainly because ‘Witches don’t whine” at least not about such impersonal things.
Secondly, we are at a juncture in human history. “You create your own reality” has been around for so long it has become cliche. So cliche in fact that people forget that it is truth & always has been. HOW we create reality is always up for grabs & people are always coming up with ways, tips, tricks, exercises & plans to do just that more efficiently. What is prayer, healing, meditation or spellwork after all? This juncture I speak of, is about whether you know or believe in your own personal ability to create your own experience regardless of what the rest of the world is up to. Hold onto that, it will come up again.
Thirdly, as a human species we have a natural, automatic tendency to play victim at the drop of a hat. It’s not nice to look at, but there it is.The ego likes us to feel victimized so it can distract us from looking at how powerful we are & how powerful we’d be if we were deliberate in our process of creating. The Victim Archetype is one that is shared by everyone & everything. Archetypes being neutral, its light or positive aspect is the Victor Archetype, denoting our ability to re-estimate ourselves, set boundaries & overcome whatever is on our individual plate at the moment.
So, when it comes to my own personal reality, what determines my experience is not about what Mercury is doing, or the temperature or whomever it is I am relating with. It has to do with how I choose to see it, think about it & shift my estimation of my self. “What others think of me is irrelevant. What I think of them is everything.”
That said, I am doing Mercury Retro a bit differently this time around. I am keeping an eye on 2 things at minimum. 1) My Victim/Victor Archetype & 2) my emotions. Simply put, if I think a thought & my emotions register a ‘bad’ feeling, I am off track. Emotions are guidance, plain & simple, They register whether I am thinking in alignment with my Source, Inner Bring, Higher Self, call it what you will. When I synch up with it, I feel good. When I don’t, I feel not so good. Forgive, adjust, forgive, adjust ad infinitum.
The longer I keep going down the thought/emotional road that feels icky, I am sure to experience things, events & people that match. This is hardly new. “As a Man thinketh, so he shall be.” Thousands of books have been written about the subject & after awhile, it just makes sense that the only thing I can control is what I am thinking. Far from a Pollyanna, I can at least accept that I am in control of my thoughts, adjust them toward alignment with Source & bit by bit experience my life differently.
So, Mercury Retrograde taken at its basic symbolic content is all about thinking differently, going over old thought systems & beliefs & tweaking as I go. In other words, if you don’t like what you are getting in effect, change the thinking that is the cause. This takes time for sure, a general gradual approach is recommended, as impatience, frustration & irritation is a sure sign I’m not thinking right, according to my own Inner Being’s point of view.
This is what happened when I got that nasty sinus infection a few weeks ago. I got hung up on timing, which is something we have zero control over. Getting there on time, hurrying, getting stuck in traffic & a lot of pushing did me in, but it was my own fault. I was zipping along, feeling great & then little by little I got frustrated that things were taking so long. BAM, head cold, consigned to my couch, coughing, aching & miserable for almost 2 weeks. As I rested, I reflected & as a result I learned this…
When you are going 5 miles an hour & hit a tree, it’s not such a big deal. When you are going 100 miles & hit that same tree, great big huge deal. Since slowing down our speed is not preferable spiritually, we only need to remove resistance by shifting how we look at the constant contrast of wanted & unwanted we will always be faced with in this dualistic paradigm we call life on Earth. That’s not done all at once, nor in a weekend. It is a lifetime process called the Spiritual Path.
Nothing new there. But since this is truth, why whine about Mercury, or politics, or relationships or health/money issues? If we create our reality, then being a Victim is impossible, an illusion we often choose, but still an illusion.
So my question to you is, “Do you create your own reality or not?” If your answer is NO, then good luck with that & get back to me when you want to know about the YES. If your answer is Yes, but don’t know how, well, that’s what I teach & how I do my best to live my life by example. Not easy, but when you know the laws & the rules of the game, this life can be a lot of fun & your ‘mistakes’ Mercury induced or not, are an opportunity to figure it out, make a course correction, forgive everything & restore some peace of mind that will eventually result in a better experience of this world.
Choice is what I am speaking about. We all have a choice behind our eyes in every moment. How do I want to think about this? How do I want to feel about this? What am I feeling now & what does that tell me about my alignment with Source & my path at this very moment? In other words, don’t whine & complain about what you have created deliberately or by default. Just step back, look at it generally & then gradually reach for thoughts that feel even a little bit better.
I will be teaching a lot his month. Hell with the Teacher Archetype fully entrenched in my contract, I cannot do anything else. But I will certainly do my best to release the resistance in my own thinking & treat Mercury’s retro phase as a friend helping me refine my own process. In this I shift from Victim to Victor & possibly even enjoy the ride regardless of what the planets, people, politics & a plethora of other beyond my control aspects are up to.
Want to learn more? Well, I schedule a lot of events through Drawing the Circle & the Silver Broom to teach, expand upon & share all of this stuff I have learned. What is healing anyway of not this? What is Spiritual Growth if not the maturation of our thinking, perspectives & choices. If we don’t do this, we just whine a lot & the universe gives us more to whine about until it, of course, gets worse. Let’s turn that sucker around huh? What better way to use a retrograde phase? Genius stuff if you ask me & if you do want to ask me, you know where to find me to do so.
Have a great day no matter what & if you are indeed a Witch reading this, remember who you are & what you know. It is at least your choice & at best, your salvation from all things.
I will be at An Enchanted Evening this Thursday at the Broom. Hope to see you there or at one of the many events I am hosting this month. For more info check out our website www.drawingthecircle.com or one of our Facebook groups/pages.
Blessed Be,
Rev. Mark A. Lyons, President
Drawing the Circle Productions INC.
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